right, i feel like this is as good a time as any to say that i’m leaving tumblr. it’s been a long time coming, and despite the fact that there are things here i really don’t want to leave (my friends, my cute little rp who could, all the design talent!!!), my mother has a point in saying that i need to be outside more, and in real life, because i have a child who needs me to be present, and i feel like i’ve been neglecting him so very much as of lately. that, paired with the fact that the amount of time i spend online is actually affecting other things i enjoy (going out to parties, eating out with friends, reading books and whatnot) made for the need of saying goodbye, which i much rather do as opposed to just leaving. i’m really sorry to the people who will miss me, but you can still find me on twitter, and i’m not deleting this blog, just in case i ever decide to come back (but don’t count on it). love you all very much, and thank you loads for the past 2+ years, it’s been great.
reading the fault in our stars and sobbing and why is everything i read/watch lately about cancer?
i wonder when did i become the person that stays behind when everyone else has moved on… i didn’t use to be that person.

my thoughts on doctor who: i love amy the mostest. for once moffat got it right in the rory/amy relationship and it didn’t make me cringe (it actually made me cry). clara is going to be gr9, but she’s not amy and thus i’m going to be in mourning for all of this season. also, her arc feels very river song-like to me which is very, very painful. and i’m just in love with the things matt smith can do with his face. this was actually a pretty good episode imo, especially with the “it’s life. that thing that happens when you’re not there.” because in the new season that’s kind of the first time we get to see that really being addressed. overall, i just love this show soooo much and i’m super happy it’s back and i’ll probably rewatch the episode later on.
the most depressing thing in my life is that i don’t have an amy pond url.
if you weren’t expecting an amy icon, you don’t know me at all
i will deeply love whoever can link me to that photoset of charlie (you know, the youtuber) talking about never having been in love vs. talking about being in love with his girlfriend. i know someone i follow posted it sometime ago but i can’t remember who it was, thus not being able to find it myself. so here you have and obligatory question mark? thank you.
someone’s aunt or something just commented on a picture of that someone’s where she’s hugging MY best friend with the comment “i’m loving the two of you together, do you think this time it will work?”. a) why did i not know this was a thing? (and why am i even surprised, he has hooked up with everything that moves and doesn’t have a penis) and b) it it “works”, i will physically hurt him. i don’t like girlfriends that i don’t know because it threatens or friendship (same with bfs he doesn’t know) and i’m bffs with his ex so…
